I am a Christian. I am a gay man. Here is chronicle of my symbolic journey west, toward adventure, challenge, mystery and ultimately peace.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Hold, Please

As anyone who still stops by here has figured out, I am not blogging so much just now. I feel as if I am facing some fairly monumental changes right now: career changes, personal growth, and now, even a relationship (and for those wondering, it is with a guy.)

These all require my attention, and in some cases I have been avoiding the confrontation within myself by blogging, surfing porn, or just going to bed. No more: I have to face the fear within myself and press forward.....somehow.

The blog stays up for now, though I may not update the blog for quite some time. It is time for me to update my life.

8 comments:

BentonQuest said...

Do what you need to do. Life is much more important than blogland any day! Good luck.

Anonymous said...

Hey man, I hope it all works out for ya

Abolition Fag said...

A relationship?! Well look at you. ;)

I'm on hiatus as well.

Hope you get to doing the important things. Blogging should come second to real life.

-E

Constant Motion said...

I have been where you are. Looking forward with anticipation and a sense of fear of excitement at the same time. Wanting guidance but hoping for peace. Yeah, I wish you most of the best possible luck you can imagine and hope you find all that you dare to discover about what lies ahead of you and more.

Anonymous said...

I will pray for you. You hang in there!

Anonymous said...

dude I hope your ok :)

NBTafelberg said...

That's good to hear...

daveincleveland said...

wow....myself have not been around for a while either and am thrilled to see you are in a relationship....that is awesome my friend...will pray that all works well for you